Still seeing your bleeding body in front of his eyes, he would turn to you, hearing your steady breath which makes him feel at ease. We all know he's a freak so he'd whisper dirty things in your ear while his thumb rubs intense circles onto your clit with a smirk as you try to make our real words and sentences. But sadly you were dead wrong. Hunching over your kitchen table, Yoongi was having a hard time looking at you. As you were standing outside of the door of their dorm, you really hope what Jungkook said was true. It was only you heard the screech of the chair scooting that broke you from your daydream. "I don't know what you want me to say." You took a small deep breath then walked closer to him "I love you a lot and I don't want to fight with you like at all. It was only when Jimin turned your way to find you speaking to either. It cuts off right as people feel like wanting more football to happen. Jung Hoseok: Trust me, Im not exaggerating. He scratches the back of his head, a habit he did whenever he felt embarrassed. Jin felt absolutely terrible. Dont worry about me, Jimin. Just going over you listen to Yoongi say before drifting into one of your vivid daydreams. Right? Hes been making disgusting and hurtful comments about the bridesmaids and you especially. You were still a bit dejected over what Jungkook said about you but the fact you had a boyfriend that will defend no matter what made you feel so blessed. Why does it matter what I think of you? Your voice was groggy and raspy but Jimin was too chipper to notice. Warning: Smut! He was right about it being early - way too early in your opinion - but you were in no way up yet. For people who have a mental illness, feeling like a burden comes with a tremendous amount of self-stigma that is reinforced by the silent stigma of those who must bear the weight of the "burden" that mental illness causes. His behavior leaves you puzzled. But he tried his best to hold his tongue since it didnt hurt anyone. It has been a week since youve last spoken to Jin, and its proved to be the longest week of your entire life. Rubbing the sleep from your eyes, you only reply with a smile on your face. One day, Yoongi walks into the living room of the dorm and finds you and Namjoon sitting at the table. Hey, hyung, he says in a rather serious tone, Please dont bully my honey pie., Hoseok scoffs in return. Man, you said, the ending always gets to me. It's okay. Awwww, he coos while walking towards you. It was a hot summer afternoon, and you were throwing a nice barbecue with all of Bangtan invited. When Jimin decided to tag along with you and Seokjin to go grocery shopping, he didnt think much of it at first. As you two were watching the film, you felt your eyes getting heavier and heavier. What did I do?, She looks at him. And to your luck, he was incredibly kind to you and wanted to work side by side in this engagement. Yoongi became rigid in your embrace but soon reciprocated the hug rather awkwardly. I really am. You said that youd take a break and take me out to lunch, you said to Namjoon. Yoongi furrows his brows quizzically. Upon becoming friends with everyone, Jungkook latched on to you the fastest. I didnt mean to be rude, he says with a guilty look on his face. Is the movie already over? you said groggily, rubbing the sleepiness from your eyes. It wasnt the fact that you were out with Tae that made you nervous since youve been together for a few months already. "Hyung, Jimin whines in embarrassment while you giggle at the seemingly harmless comment. Jimin nodded. And tonight was your turn - your pick: an underrated animated Disney flick - and you were excited. So he brushed it off, his pushing down the jealousy that threatened to pester him at times. But even if he was mad, it doesnt matter, he says assuringly. You and the rest of the bridesmaids were set to meet the groomsmen. The moment you hear the door close behind him, thats when you let you collapse onto the floor, quietly sobbing to yourself. Oh sorry, you apologized weakly, I havent gotten up yet. But all you could hear on the other was Jimin giggling hysterically, unable to control himself. Yeah, sure. You actually thought someone as handsome as Hoseok genuinely liked you. You pulled the folded shopping list out of your pocket and opened it. You're oblivious every time. Common sense tells you you should just turn in early but you decided against it. ", You put your hand on your hip as you shot Taehyung a serious look, "What the hell do you think, Tae?". Hey!, you said with a slightly annoyed tone, Whats so funny, Park?, Sorry honey, Jimin says in between fits of laughter, Youre just so freaking cute.. Deuces! Oh man I didnt expect this thank you so much queen this means a whole lot! He knew how much you wanted to spend some time together and didnt want to disappoint you. And boy, was it hard to get you to take a breather. Plain bizarre was more fitting. Come on in. He takes your hand, leading you towards the living room. Youre so soft and fuzzy. At first, I contemplated even taking this one on since I didnt think I could give any justice. He told you to head to the car while he said his goodbyes. It turns out you were wrong about everyone liking you. He felt happy and relieved knowing he was the only one for you as you were the only one for him. The silence of the living room suddenly broke when you heard the vibration of Hobis phone against the coffee table. So many people care about you. Almost a month of dating, you have no regrets when it comes to Yoongi. It also didnt help that you were extremely cozy in your favorite sweatpants and hoodie while snuggled under Jins soothing arm. He then shakes you gently to wake you up, Baby, the foods here.. The sight of you in just his shirt was irresistible but Seokjin being the gentleman he was, waited . Gwen - 25 - BTS Fanfiction - Bangtan Appreciation Blog, This is.. so terrible. Even if it was unnecessary, at least the effort youve put on your appearance boosted your confidence a bit. And boy, did he. At the end, I decided not to specify the language that Y/N speaks since I dont want to alienate anyone. Thanks for the request @bangtanlaboratory and I hope you all enjoy], Warning: Numerous instances of discrimination, some stronglanguage. After getting directions, you head towards his room. Seokjin sighs before speaking again. He hangs his head and whimpers quietly like a heartbroken puppy. It was only when he heard you speaking nearby. I'll love you till the day I die no matter how cheesy that sounds, it's true. Wanna know what I told him?, he asked you. And with an unexpectant guess. No, its fine babe. "What would you call me when youre cross with me?, you suddenly ask. A very cute request from @kooksdior Im sorry I took so long with this >_<]. You looked up and closed your book. By the time he reaches the living room, he finds you sitting alone on the couch reading a book. You were fast asleep, your head leaning on the glass window. But this is the last one, you swore to yourself. Yoongi knew this about you. Did you bring enough stuff for dinner? You and Jimin turn your attention back to show you were watching. Dont worry this isnt terribly depressing but I do hope it tugs the heartstrings(). You tried calling him to see what was the hold up but no answer from him. No thank you for coming, he replies with a cheery smile on his face. It was so maddening and gut wrenching, he didnt know what to do. What would you like to watch, he asked you as he turned on the Netflix app on his TV. "You're just so cute, you need to stop." A smile broke out on your face as a reaction to his previous statement and then he would let out a groan and hold you close to him again. Hoseok turned you around and placed his hands on your shoulder, letting out a deep sigh. yoongi hiked your legs over his shoulder before For the most part, you and Taehyung made perfect housemates. As an excuse to get out of the stuffy studio, you suggested hed take a break and go to a nearby cafe together. To an outsider, they might see your love for pickled food a bit obsessive, but not Namjoon. Not noticing that you were dozing off, Namjoon asks, So which cafe did you want to go to: the one in the building or down the street?. Oh sorry, I didnt know you had company, he says overcome with embarrassment. You were meeting the boys for the very first time today. He texted you he was running a bit late so all you could really do was wait patiently for him. Your rock. Sure, he could tell Jungkook to back off but deep down inside he knew there wasnt anything wrong with you two being close friends; he trusted the both of you. He grabbed onto your shoulders. Namjoon, calm down, Hoseok says, attempting to deescalate the situation, Y/N really needed someone to talk to, I was just trying to be a friend and comfort her., Namjoon eyes both you and Hoseok skeptically; he wanted to believe his friend so bad but it just all seemed too convenient. Im really happy you introduced us. You knew that today Hoseok and the guys had a dance practice and you thought it would be a great idea to make a surprise visit. Your love for pickled foods reached an all new high when you moved to South Korea and fell totally in love with kimchi and all its regional variants. "Oh, Jungkook could only mutter out, hiding his irritation. Youre being weird!. Do you think Im ugly?. But, you have to let me take care of you the same way." With a shaky hand, you rung the doorbell. Still somewhat conscious but very close to falling to passing out, you answer sleepily in your native language. Hi honey!, Jimin says into the phone, Oh man, you dont know how happy I am to hear your voice. But deter the boys from warmly welcoming you. He turns around slightly to find Jin next to him with a sympathetic look on his face. It can also prevent us from getting close to people in the first place. Feeling like a burden means that you're frequently afraid that you're inconveniencing, annoying, or frustrating other people. You know that I can't sleep when there's light.". In other words, it turned him on quite a bit. Thats when Namjoon pulled the covers from you and cupped your flustered face. But for the sake of his relationship, he knew he had to open himself to you. You were so nervous you could only smile pleasantly and give a small wave. Leaving a baffled and scared Taehyung, asking himself, What the fuck just happened?. I didn't want you to leave me.. You: I'm sorry.. Jin: -Holds you and kisses your forehead- I've told you. It turns out that you and Namjoon have been giving each other book recommendations. Why?. Stop it Y/N, you make my heart warm too often these days." Is that a yes? he asks perplexedly but you dont answer. The one that Jimin was in no way fluent in. What else do we need?, Jin asks while staring absentmindedly at the colorfully packaged products in front of him. You still awake, honey?, he sweetly asks. And you did. And most of all, you were never going to find a groom who will look at you lovingly while saying his vows before grabbing you for a passionate. When he said that you werent too ugly to fool around in the broom closet, but not hot enough for a one stand, I had to possess every power in me to not knock his lights out.. Low self-esteem: having low self-esteem can brew a lot of mental and emotional health issues. Yoongi silently listens to your predicament and simply tells you this: If you truly love Y/N you have to be honest with her. When it comes to being a friend, Hoseok was that beyond. Instead, he would make sure he complimented you more and tried listening to you more than usual, hoping to show you that he thinks you're amazing without having to come straight out and say it. Listening to Jungkook, you felt your heart break into a million pieces as the intense feelings of shame heated your face. But at the end, I do want connect with Army who do face discrimination for being Muslim and for wearing a hijab or turban. Close your eyes and hold out your hands.. The story of Lisa serves as a good example. If I had to be perfectly honest, Y/N, you could look much prettier if you actually took care of your appearance., You didnt have to, you said quietly. Hoseok knew how stressed you were so he didnt take it too personally but Namjoon knew that was no excuse to verbally abuse his best friend. It may make you hold back from being your true self, asking for help, or setting boundaries. Everyday he fell more and more in love with you and you felt the same for him. The four of you were sitting together at a fancy restaurant, and you tried your best to ease your nervousness by engaging in the conversation. Oh honey, you didnt have to give me anything, he says as he complies with your instructions. You were sitting alone in a cafe, waiting for your boyfriend Yoongi to arrive. Hyungs, Jungkook begins excitedly, this is my girlfriend, Y/N.. Why was he holding you like that? Annoyed and still heavy with sleep, you grabbed Yoongis phone and turned to shake him awake. You and Jin absolutely loved your Movie Night Fridays. And then you were introduced to the best man, Kim Namjoon, and it was pretty much love at first sight. Your eyes flutter closed and you feel like you're walking on water. He was trying his best to control his irritation, to not blow up and freak out. He ended up kicking you out of his apartment but you didnt care, you wanted to get out there. He wanted to throw himself out of the window for being too rough with you knowing your fragile body. He quickly sits up a bit as she nearly crashes into him. Hey, Id appreciate you not making fun of my girlfriend., I really dont give a shit whether you were kidding or not, I want you to apologize to her.. Namjoon was kinda irritated and said something like whats the point in even inviting her to these things if shes just going to fall asleep? Good thing it was just a dream, right? You looked up at Jimin and saw a weird expression on his face. Feeling a bit nosy, you decided to pick up his phone to see what notification he received. After scooting over to make room for you and Yoongi, the boys joked around with you, told embarrassing stories about Yoongi and overall just made you feel a part of the gang. "Tonight was really great, Kookie. This was a requested fic and I really hope you like this one ^^ also dont be afraid to send requests!]. When he stops at the red light, he looks over to you. BTS Reaction: You Hit Him Where It Hurts Jin: "Do you remember this?" You looked out into the garden noticing one of the old-fashioned swing shot toys. And I told you I will, once I was done with this song, Namjoon answered back, keeping his eyes on the computer screen. Taehyung looks up at Hoseok and waves, Hey, Hyung!. If you ever feel depressed or anything, you know you can talk to me, right?" Originally posted by yoongiyi. Y/N, you home? you called out but with no response. What the hell is going on here? Yoongi: At first he . I dont know how much you heard from Jin hyung, he says into your ear, But itll be fine, Y/N. Despite how you felt about yourself, Yoongi thought you were beautiful, inside and out. With their support and a few glasses of champagne, you were ready to ask Namjoon to dance. Hey baby, you greet him. You nervously giggled. You focused on your breathing for a few minutes which definitely helped calm your nerves. Out of everyone in the group, Jin knew that you were the closest to Jimin but that didnt stop him from being annoyed by Jimins overly affectionate personality. Jin looks at you sentimentally. Oh I should be asking the same thing, Namjoon said, trying to keep calm. Oh Yoongi, you say as you walk over to him. But when the woman in Hoseoks arms turned around, he was utterly stunned to find that it was you. Half-jokingly, he retorted, Wow hyung, who knew you were dating such a space cadet.. A chaste peck on his lips has the frown smoothing into a smile. Growing up in a family that pickled everything from cucumbers to watermelon rinds, you always found comfort munching on the tangy, savory food. Still standing behind that corner, you couldnt help but contain the sweet smile on your face. However, being as prideful as he was, he wasnt going to admit that. Hope you guys enjoy!]. Jin: I love you. BTS reaction to them hitting you/ pushing you during an argument Requested by anon. Despite you rarely speaking your native language around him, it drove him crazy of how deep and sultry your voice sounded while speaking. Two reasons may underlie the tendency to hold back feelings. I swear Im almost done, then we can go.. But as you collapsed into his lap and immediately fell back to sleep, he couldnt help but smile at your vulnerable state. He shoved his beer onto Namjoons hand before walking over to you and Jungkook, who was still holding unto you. You playfully stick your tongue out at him. Feeling like a burden leads to feelings of guilt, worthlessness, and shame. To some people, you would see this as Hoseok being a great boyfriend. Having a wet dream about you wasn't new to him, but he wasn't used to seeing you right after. Hows your morning going?. 4. Still not waking up, you get even more annoyed and start yelling at him as you shake him even harder. It takes him a few seconds to register what was going on but pieces everything together with the sound of his ringtone and disgruntled expression on your face. He said he had to run off somewhere. In situations when my health fails me, when my body fails me, I feel like a burden, a burden on my support system that is picking up after me or my colleagues for having to do the heavy lifting because I can't. My invisible disability makes me feel helpless more than I'd like to . Not only the title alone is super angst-ridden, this reaction is pretty much a reversal of what I usually do. That absolutely happens. And when it is met with a sigh, an eye roll, or even an irritated tone of voice, it is like getting the wind knocked out of you. "Youre very welcome, baby, Im happy you had a great time. Is he mad at me?, Jimin grabs your hands, gently caressing your finger. Im so happy that you all enjoy me and my content enough to stick around and have me show up on your dash. 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